Ambush Interview #124 vdc-Loki

[SleazyDream]

After a 2 year break, ambush interview is back

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vdc-Loki

1. You were once a real radio DJ? What was that like?

2. Out of all the niches in our industry, the 3d toon niche must be the most misunderstood. Do people really get turned on wanking off to toons, and how did in the world did you get into this niche?

3. You are one of the lucky few who have been stalked by Lawrence Connor. How did you get to be so lucky to be in this few select group of people that he stalks, and why does he consider you the Anti-Christ?

4. With your checked past, I have to ask.... Are you the Anti-Christ?

5. You had a lot to do with various webmaster radio shows in the indsutry, and now run your own show? How did you get into doing this, who have you worked with on various radio shows, and explain to use what your doing now with webmaster radio.

6. What was your favorite on air moment?

7. Your avatar on GFY makes us think of a 1970s pot dealer. When was the last time you got a haircut?

8. So you were married, left your wife, and now your engaged to the babysitter? How in the world did that happen.

9. You were once a hardcore druggie but you've been clean since you turned twenty-one. How did you quit, and what was your worst moment doing drugs?

10. Back to the radio stuff again.... You consider yourself the "brokest celeb" on the adult industry and compared yourself to Howard Stern. How can you compare yourself to Howard Stern and be broke at the same time?

11. Have you ever been fucked over by a host?

12. Why do you post on GFY?

13. Who do you consider your best friend in the adult industry? on GFY?

14. It seems you've been up and down so many times in this industry, and right now our industry is down. How do you describe the current state of the industry, and do you think we'll still be here five years from now?

15. Have you ever been arrested? Been to jail? Prison? Tossed the salad?

16. Do you have any pets?

17. Seems you've had a rough go in the industry. You went from being the "King of Toons" (per AVN) to being broke and selling off your content to larger companies, who then turned around and used your own content to beat you at your own game. In hindsight, what would you have done differently?

18. You mentioned that you hate industry politics? What do you consider "industry politics" and why do you hate them so much?

19. How many projects have you started and never finished? How many of your projects have failed vs how many of your projects made you money?

20. Why did you tell me to ask about "puppets"?

21. Have you ever put yourself into a toon? Care to share them with us?

22. Do you really live in the woods in the middle of no place?

23. Do you live near anyone else in the industry?

24. Did you ever star in porn as talent? If not, would you?

25. What's the dealo with your current medical issues?

26. Seriously, what's it like fucking the babysitter? Have you ever considered making a porn site out of your adventures with the babysitter?

27. If you weren't working in porn, what would you be doing?

28. What is the biggest mistake you've made in the industry and in your personal life?

Pics of VDC LOKi cannot be Found on FUBAR

[wargames]

Nice

[who]

awesome. now post some of his awesome work

[JFK]

Where have I gone Wrong ???
"Pics of VDC LOKi cannot be Found on FUBAR"

[SleazyDream]

Originally Posted by JFK

Where have I gone Wrong ???
"Pics of VDC LOKi cannot be Found on FUBAR"

we tried............

[Loki]

Originally Posted by JFK

Where have I gone Wrong ???
"Pics of VDC LOKi cannot be Found on FUBAR"

It's NOT your fault, I DON'T do shows lol, BUT I have photos I'll be posting ;)

-Loki-

[Loki]

First of all I want to THANK SleazyDream & Rochard for the opportunity to be ambushed

And without any ado.....

Originally Posted by SleazyDream

1. You were once a real radio DJ? What was that like?

Yes indeed, actually one of my first jobs (I slept my way into actually lol) I had just turned 16 (I think lol) and my girlfriend at the time, her brother worked at the music dir / overnight jock at a Detroit radio station (99.5 The Fox) (it's a cunt-tree station now lol) I used to hang out at the station with him here and there, and I did voices for the overnight show, that led to being picked up with the morning show for a few months again doing voice work and whatnot.

At that time I was making $32.00 an hour so needless to say being 16 and working 2am - 11am School was not an option so I quit going lol, asked the guidance counselor

"What's A Good Job"

Well, err, um..... you see.... A good job is a job, you work, and well, it will help you maintain a comfortable lifestyle of living. (WORD FOR WORD FOLKS LOL)

"Well is $32.00 an hour a good job?"

WHAT? That's more then I make!

"Then I quit!"

From 99.5 The fox I ended up in Lansing at WVIC again just doing voice work, and from there right about the age of 17 I landed (not by my own choice mind you) in the middle of no-where northern Michigan and I landed a weekend job at 106.7 The Peak... for a massive paycut lol.

-Loki-

[C-Luv]

Very cool interview!

[SleazyDream]

I love the questions Rochard makes up

[JBourne]

Love me some Loki! Great interview guys!!!

[The Rowan]

cool stuff

[Loki]

Now as stated, I don't do the whole Show thing (I'll get into that later) BUT that doesn't mean we have to have a lack of photos ;)

Circa 2000:


Circa 2005(ish)


Circa 2007(ish)


Circa 2009:


More pics to come, and more questions to be answered ;)

-Loki-

[The Heron]

I've trekked through the wilderness to loki's lair, all to get the best content for www.BirdBucks.com possible.

[GonZo]

Ted Nugent is looking pretty young these days!
Rarrrrrrr

I got a question for you. Did that piece of shit Turboface ever deliver your traffic or refund your money?

[Ayla_SquareTurtle]

Lokiiii!!!! Long time no talk! Can't wait for the rest of the answers!

[2012]

Terrible Ted

[Loki]

Originally Posted by SleazyDream

2. Out of all the niches in our industry, the 3d toon niche must be the most misunderstood. Do people really get turned on wanking off to toons, and how did in the world did you get into this niche?

Ahh, Prolly the questions of all questions lol, this one will prolly be a long read littered with grammatical errors lol....


First off, I would not say that 3D Toons would be the MOST misunderstood niche, for example, diapers, balloons their pretty out there lol.

Do People Really Wank? I can only speak for myself and say I have no clue lol, Over the last 10 years I've formed a few opinions on this though, and I'll expound on them.

I personally feel there is a good mix of exactly WHY this content works the way it does, it's a 2 parter

(1) since it is hand-created or "Art" people can look at it (and even wank to it) and tell themselves it's ART not PORN

(2) 3D Toons, and traditional Toons can deliver stuff that real porn just CAN'T, hands down so there is the fantasy aspect.

Now I know in other countries like Japan for example, they are into some pretty 'freaky' stuff (say from the standards of folks in the US) and I'm SURE they whip out the noodle and soak it in soy-sauce lol

As for how I got into the game that's the "funny" story...

I had been working off and on with MSAgent back in the mid 90's building lil 'screen-mates' for mainstream stuff offline (You remember that annoying animated paperclip from Office? THATS MSAgent stuff....

Anyway, fast forward to 98 or 99 I was working with a mainstream client of mine (record company) they had an artist with a new album coming out and they needed some way of having him posing with weed but NOT have any trouble associated with it, so I got ahold of some 3D-Software, and created a virtual version of the artist, and posed him (very crudely by todays standards lol) with joints, bongs, feilds of pot etc.

Fast forward a few months and I had gotten hired by some locals to shoot local girls for a pornsite

Some locals saw it, and asked... "Hey you think you can do that porn style and make some D&D (Dungeons & Dragons) style stuff?" I figured I could give it a try

I made up some (AWFUL) pics of this green elf chick and put them into the paysite mockup, we had then found a man by the name of Kre8t0r over at Adult NetSurprise and had 'hired' him to be our consultant, I say "Hired" cause he never did get paid lol.

At any rate, the minute Kre8t0r saw the 3D stuff, he DEMANDED that pull the toons down and make a standalone paysite with them, I took that idea to the locals and they said NO! all they wanted to do was shoot local girls... or they just wanted to see the local girls naked lol, so I asked them if they cared if I went off on my own with the toons, they said they didn't give a shit, so I got back with Kre8t0r and said... "Since your the one who told me to do this shit, YOUR gonna be my partner in this shit"

The locals project never got off the ground and they folded, so I took the tours I had designed and revamped them for these new 3D sites, and in mid 2001 V1rtualDesires was born and we released the first 100% 3D Toon Paysite (Prior to that there WERE OTHER 3D paysites BUT they featured both real and toon porn)

shortly after we opened V1rtualDesires Cash (VDC) which also then became the first 100% 3D-Toon program (again prior there was no-one pushing JUST 3D paysites)

V1rtualDesires Cash was renamed Planet X Cash in mid / late 2004 and closed in 2007 due to 'host issues' (See Question #11 for that story)

-Loki-

[Loki]

Originally Posted by C-Luv

Very cool interview!

Yes indeed, some of these will be a bit tricky to respond too lol

-Loki-

[Loki]

Originally Posted by who

awesome. now post some of his awesome work

Never Fear I will be SURE to post some NEW shots here for you all!

-Loki-

[Loki]

Originally Posted by The Heron

I've trekked through the wilderness to loki's lair, all to get the best content for www.BirdBucks.com possible.

LMAO Yes indeed, and not just once either , and you even met Lil Lokette too

-Loki-

[RyuLion]

Originally Posted by JFK

Where have I gone Wrong ???
"Pics of VDC LOKi cannot be Found on FUBAR"

lol...

[Loki]

Originally Posted by GonZo

Ted Nugent is looking pretty young these days!
Rarrrrrrr

I got a question for you. Did that piece of shit Turboface ever deliver your traffic or refund your money?

Ehh, True Story, Nugent is my 3rd cousin by marriage or some shit lol, been up to one of his hunting cabins up here a few times when I was a teen.

As for turbo.... you know the answer to that NO! lol.

-Loki-

[JenniDahling]

Excellent questions Sleazy! VDC Loki, take this as a compliment... you'd look really good as a viking. (hey, that's a hard look to pull off without looking silly--he could do it and actually look kinda hot!)

[AsianDivaGirlsWebDude]

Got my 3D glasses on - this should be good!

Love your work Loki...

ADG

[Loki]

Originally Posted by SleazyDream

3. You are one of the lucky few who have been stalked by Lawrence Connor. How did you get to be so lucky to be in this few select group of people that he stalks, and why does he consider you the Anti-Christ?

Ahh The LC saga lol, I've learned to just Block / Ignore, it's really like a case of cyber herpes lol every few weeks he just pops back up

So, all the oldschoolers remember the Pornstar-U thing, and some might even know a little known bit of juicy gossip, I was told by a very good source (sorry I forget who at this time) that in fact LC was NEVER a "surfer" but a "paid staff member" of the company.

In order to generate buzz LC was sent board to board to "harass" people and pose as a surfer, piss everyone off, and ultimately have it lead to the actual 'contest' to be fixed and LC would be the "winning surfer' that got to fuck a porn-star.

(Now if that was indeed 100% true or not, I have no clue, that is just what I was told from day one from an ex-employee of the company)

I for one HATED every bit of it, we have enough fake bullshit in this biz, and I could not stand to see more of it, especially in this regards when it wasn't 'us' lying to surfers, it was 'us' lying to 'us' I saw no point of it at all, Sooooo I made it my personal mission to expose the 'truth' of the LC / Porn-star-u saga

During and after "LC's ass-fucking" I was doing radio shows with various networks, I believe it was on the PLR show with D-Man that was started the weekly raping of LC.

We would have him on the show for various reasons, get him on the air and then just ATTACK him to death, it carried over from show to show, network to network and I won't lie it was FUN, Funny, and I'd do it all over in a heartbeat.

Then it spilled over to the boards, LC would follow me from board to board and just let loose a barrage of bash-posts, I remember a month long stint over on ANS years back where the reg posters actually got scared lol

All in all LC feels that I (yeah little ole' me lol) was one of the KEY REASONS he never made it in this industry and he's made it his mission to fuck with me (and the rest of the "Stalked By LC" club lol.

IF I can dig up some of the more "classic" LC / Loki radio archives I'll post links here later lol




I'm gonna break here for a bit, keep this bumped and more answers will come soon!

-Loki-

[Loki]

Originally Posted by JenniDahling

Excellent questions Sleazy! VDC Loki, take this as a compliment... you'd look really good as a viking. (hey, that's a hard look to pull off without looking silly--he could do it and actually look kinda hot!)

Hmmm, let's see here... my name is "Loki" my religion is "Odinist" and my last rites include a burial at sea I've been living the viking life for many many years

-Loki-

[Loki]

Originally Posted by AsianDivaGirlsWebDude

Got my 3D glasses on - this should be good!

Love your work Loki...

ADG

FINALLY I get a pic post from you! only took how many years lol

On a semi-related note I need you to hit THIS THREAD and give your input if you have any!


-Loki-

[Elli]

Originally Posted by vdc-Loki

Ehh, True Story, Nugent is my 3rd cousin by marriage or some shit lol, been up to one of his hunting cabins up here a few times when I was a teen.

As for turbo.... you know the answer to that NO! lol.

-Loki-

No way! Too cool!

Great interview so far!!

[Loki]

Originally Posted by SleazyDream

4. With your checked past, I have to ask.... Are you the Anti-Christ?

Hmmmm, I guess it all depends on the day , most of my life I've been called The Devil, and sometimes I can even believe it lol, oddly enough it plays into one of my current mainstream projects too.


How bout some more photos, this time lets make them some of my work...







-Loki-

[Pleasurepays]

dude... i was trying to find that xanga site you made.... trying to levitate.. the cans of carrots etc.. is that still live? that was some awesome writing.

[TampaToker]

Bring back Clust Fuck Theater

Man that was some good times listening to the show on a Friday night while working

[chemicaleyes]

Good ambush!

[lesbodojo]

Great questions for an interesting and kind guy!

If you're looking for 3D content, he's super nice and fast.

[Loki]

Originally Posted by SleazyDream

5. You had a lot to do with various webmaster radio shows in the indsutry, and now run your own show? How did you get into doing this, who have you worked with on various radio shows, and explain to use what your doing now with webmaster radio.

To star off with I am NOT currently doing any radio shows (But I COULD be convinced to do it again IF I had a nice paying sponsor lol)

/begin name-dropping segment lol

That really all stems back from my time in the actual radio market offline, I've always loved it, and I was THRILLED when shoutcast first came on the scene, It really made what Andy Warhol said an actual reality! But when it came down to doing "webmaster radio" I blame all that on the one and only Dokk!

Years ago Dokk hosted The "Thursday Night Adult Net Surprise Party" and I called in from time to time, Dokk and I would go back and forth with diff voices and whatnot. A while later we were talking on messenger and he said "You know, you really need your own show, just don't do it on a Thursday lol"

I was reluctant to do a internet radio show, so instead using my 'status' of a program owner / content producer I just became a caller for a bunch of other shows out there. I did shows like Script School with T-David, HumpDay on Ynotradio, The Netpond Show, and then finally one night I called into the PLR radio show with D-Man & MattyD and VIOLA I became a regular weekly caller and then co-hosted with D-Man when MattyD left.

By this time I REALLY wanted to just do my own show but I was still a bit too stubborn to do so, When I wasn't doing the PLR show with D-Man I started doing little bits here and there with Gonzo & CJ on Oprano Radio.

Meanwhile had me doing Prank calls to various "well known" adult webmasters, one of them was Former AEBN Radio host Darren Austin, They had me prank Darren which pretty much backfired BUT was still funny as all hell, in turn, Darren had D-Man and I "Take Over" his show in what he called "The Darren Austin Season Finale" Where D-Man and I had to host Darren's Gay Webmaster radio show ( I was Lipstick Loki for that show lol)

Little did I know that that show was actually sort of an audition of sorts for me because the next day Darren called me and said that I needed to get ahold of Bishop at AEBN, I did and I was given my own show "ClusterFuck Theater" and also "The Week In Review" Both shows would be aired on Friday, The Week In Review at Noon, and then the big show would air at midnight.

The Week In Review was (supposed) to be a review of all the adult webmaster boards, each board would have a poster be on the show and give a run-down of the drama, biz, and or whatever else, for GFY it was none other then Juicy who would lead off the reviews for the first few shows.

Clusterfuck Theater was pretty much just that, a CLUSTERFUCK lol, the show went through a number of Co-Hosts ranging from D-Man, Gonzo, Kre8t0r, Raven, Liqqwid, comidian Dan Rackley and others,

Clusterfuck Theater ran it's course and I still wanted MORE, so I with the help of Gonzo started "After Midnight Live" to replace Clusterfuck Theater, and each week listeners could watch one of our 'porn' guests live on a free video chat.

Both Clusterfuck Radio After Dark & Aftermidnight Live were 4 hour long shows. (and sometimes even longer lol) and I was dubbed "The Marathon Man" because of it, but the funny thing was when I did real radio I did 6 hour shifts

As time went by, I decided I wanted EVEN MORE so I started to develop my own radio network called what else lol Loki Radio sadly Loki Radio never took off or even finished the planning stages lol

All in all I stopped doing the radio shows in the end of 2007, I just got tired of doing it all for free lol, but like I said before I'd be more then happy to return to internet radio.... but not for free. (Want A Radio Show???? )

Originally Posted by SleazyDream

6. What was your favorite on air moment?

That's REALLY a hard one to pick, I did the shows for almost 4 years, and I'd like to think EVERY show had at least 1 or 2 fav moments lol.

BUT, if I had to pick, It would be a toss up of these moments.....

(in Order)

"The Night Of Pranks" PLR Radio 2003
D-Man & MattyD had me pranking people like YnotBob, Darren Austin and others, at the same time Sobegirl was supposed to call into the show and confront Headless, Sobe ended up giving the number to a pizzahut and the bit was ruined.... OR was It???

They had ME pretend to be Sobegirl and we pranked Headless, the result was some of the funniest moments in Adult Webmaster Radio, Where Headless went on and on about me (as sobe) being owned, and I (as sobe) kept telling him that HE was getting owned, the punchline when Headless found out what was really going on resulted in almost a 4 min laughing fit from Headless..... and the infamous Headless soundboard made by Jupzchris

"The Darren Austin Takeover show" AEBN Radio 2004
Take me, a flaming voice, and gay program owners, throw in D-Man who can't stop laughing his ass off at my gay voice, add in special guest LC and what do you get? the oddest episode of Darren Austin's show ever aired lol

I almost became gay content too.... well not really

"Cluster Fuck Theater After Dark Debut Episode" AEBN Radio 2004
This was going on during the Mexico show and MOST of our guests were in Mexico for the show, Thanks to Gonzo who acted as our roving reporter we were able to broadcast some of the funnier moments of the "parties" in mexico via call-in reports.

Now although that was a pretty standard thing for the show, I am pleased to recall that some of the "drama" that hit the boards from that trip was also broadcast LIVE on that night lol

"After Midnight Live Loki & The Fleshlight" AEBN Radio 2005 ish
I was looking for prizes to give away during the shows, and I came across Fleshlight, they were willing to donate a few IF (and ONLY if) I would demo one on the live show They delivered and in the end so did I lol

-Loki-

[Loki]

Originally Posted by Pleasurepays

dude... i was trying to find that xanga site you made.... trying to levitate.. the cans of carrots etc.. is that still live? that was some awesome writing.

LMAO I litterally just had a brain fart trying to remember the username of that.... BUT I found it.... all the way back from 2002 I give you SANE-BE-GONE'S BLOG!

Enjoy ;)

-Loki-

[Loki]

Originally Posted by TampaToker

Bring back Clust Fuck Theater

Man that was some good times listening to the show on a Friday night while working

Well Like I said before IF someone wants to sponsor the show I could deff be talked back into radio, I just can't do 4 hours a week (plus all the show prep) for free anymore lol

-Loki-

[Pleasurepays]

Originally Posted by vdc-Loki

LMAO I litterally just had a brain fart trying to remember the username of that.... BUT I found it.... all the way back from 2002 I give you SANE-BE-GONE'S BLOG!

Enjoy ;)

-Loki-

hahaha... thanks!

its just so fucking random and weird. i used to have it bookmarked but lost it.

"I couldn't sleep so i went to the kitchen to get something to eat, when i noticed there was only 64 cans of carrots left so i knew i had to go to the store"

[BSleazy]

Another guy from Michigan What area are you in?

[ThumbLord]

wow, very interesting I am sure, ............... great to see this back I think.
interviews with very interesting people and wow the interesting questions made me go almost wild

[Zuzana Designs]

Great interview. Loki, you have more talent star search Your toons are unreal!

[Loki]

Originally Posted by BCyber

Another guy from Michigan What area are you in?

Born and raised in Detroit, Moved north (Near Traverse City area) about 13 - 14 years ago don't see myself leaving (well for at least another 10 years when my daughter hits 18 lol)

-Loki-

[Loki]

Originally Posted by ThumbLord

wow, very interesting I am sure, ............... great to see this back I think.
interviews with very interesting people and wow the interesting questions made me go almost wild

Thanks Interesting doesn't even begin to touch this lol, and talk about taking trips down memory lane, and some of these questions.... bring back some memories good and bad

Now I know why it's called "Ambush" lol

More to come!

-Loki-

[Loki]

Originally Posted by Zuzana Designs

Great interview. Loki, you have more talent star search Your toons are unreal!

Aww thanks hun... now if ONLY I had your bod...... err umm gotta get back to these questions lol

-Loki-

[Loki]

Originally Posted by SleazyDream

7. Your avatar on GFY makes us think of a 1970s pot dealer. When was the last time you got a haircut?

Lol, well thanks.... I think, umm lemme see, I had cut my hair,(was down past my ass) right before my first child was born (2000) and I'm trying to recall if I actually had it cut since then.... I'm thinking no, I've had trims here and there, but I've not taken any real length off since 2000, Funny story though.....

Just about 8 months ago I decided to just cut it all off, give up the wildman look and TRY to look a bit more 'respectable' HA! So I'm sitting in the chair, black smock thing on, and the lady is snip snip snipping at the shorter hairs, I look down at the smock and it is COVERED in Grey and white hair! I tell her STOP..... I ask her....

"Is this coming from MY head or are you fucking with me?" She gets all confused and I repeat myself, she giggles and informs me that in fact YES it is coming off my head..... I threw up my hands and said "STOP! Were NOT cutting it short!!!"

Gotta love it, not even 33 yet and I'm getting a full head of Grey and white hair lol

-Loki-

[Loki]

Originally Posted by SleazyDream

8. So you were married, left your wife, and now your engaged to the babysitter? How in the

world did that happen.

LMAO Yes, Yes indeed, I got married 9 years ago... and it was a mistake from the get-go, we literally lived apart for

7 of the last 9 years too, I pretty much married her cause she got pregnant and NOW I know that's NOT reason enough to

marry ANYONE (Granted I got a SHITLOAD of rights out of the deal)

The marriage was really only on paper, as since we've been living apart all this time, we've also been living our own

lives too, I've dated off and on, some serious most not, the wife and I would be on again / off again but more then

not we were off.

About 3 years ago the wife and some of our mutual friends were talking about "The Babysitter" I never met her, and at

one point I didn't even think she existed lol, I would be over at aa friends house and this babysitter was supposed

to be there and NOTHING, so I dubbed her "The Imaginary Friend"

In the end I DID in fact meet her, and she was in fact real, (and HOT!) lol, she moved in here, we started to date, we

got engaged, and come Feb of 2010 we'll be welcoming a new baby to the home (my 2nd, her 1st)

But yeah that's the story there, it's not the traditional story I guess, but she was my daughter's sitter and now

she'll be her step mom lol

-Loki-

[SleazyDream]

very cool pics

[Loki]

Hey... Don't let this die so quick lol

Originally Posted by SleazyDream

9. You were once a hardcore druggie but you've been clean since you turned twenty-one. How

did you quit, and what was your worst moment doing drugs?

Ahh The infamous "Drug Questions" Long story short, from 12 y/s to 21 I was a straight up JUNKIE, I did pretty much

anything I could get my hands on, and unknown to me it was killing me, I lost everything for the pursuit of my

highs, and due to that I went through a shitload of lows...

My best trick was hiding (and I mean HIDING) my use from everyone, people I lived with never even knew I did anything

other then smoke pot here and there, it was actually pretty easy, cause during that entire timeframe I was never sober

at all, so if you knew me, that's just me, I acted like that 24 / 7 there was no drastic changes in my actions, moods,

etc I was for lack of a better term a fully functioning junkie.

I held jobs, made GREAT money... blew it all on more drugs lol... even ran my own companies for a few years

(landscaping and print work)

My breaking point / worst moment came around the time I was about 20 or so, I was living in the garage of a drug house

/ gang house and we were flat broke and out of drugs, I "drunk dialed" my father at 3am and left a very confusing /

funny message on his machine......

"ummmm hello dad... it's me.... your son..... jason..... (shut up... wait) um yeah... I need some money for um...

the... light bill (giggle) yeah the light bill, if you can help me out and bring over (hey how much we need for that

shit.....aha....ok...cool) Like $400.00 that would be cool (I dunno if he's buying it it's the fucking machine) Ok

(giggle) I'll see you in the morning bye.

The next morning I was woken up (I had passed out in the hallway of the house in my own puke) by the sound of knocking

and guns cocking and ppl whispering.... it's the fucking 5-0 man... lets shoot this mutha-fucka" They open the door...

10 guys with guns pointing at the door... it was like a fucking movie for real lol I look up and see it's my father

and I say... "Nooooo maaaaaaan, that aint no cop, that's my dad maaaaaaan he's an opt... optomi..... he's an eye guy"

My dad busts through the two ppl in front of the door and grabs me, and carries me out of the house, I woke up in a

motel room 2 days later, not able to remember much of anything at all, (I know the prior parts thanks to the saved

answering machine tape, and my dad's recount of the morning)

It turns out that on top of somewhat detoxing from being sober for the first 3 days in 6 years (no shit) I also had

double walking pneumonia and had my dad not gotten me to the ER I would have died within the next day or two

That was my wake-up call, my dad and I talked it over and we both agreed, IF I stayed in Detroit I would most likely

end up dead, so I packed up my shit and a pound of weed (lol) and I headed north to our family cottage, I've been here

ever since and I'm happy to say I've stayed sober too, I DO smoke the herb here and there for pain (no really lol) but

even that it's been since Dec since I last hit my bat lol

My quitting was an adventure all in itself, I got up here in the middle of summer, the cottage was about 30 miles from

the nearest town and surrounded by miles and miles of woods and lakes (small and big) I grabbed a tent, bug spray, and

misc supplies and went out to a friend of mine's property (500 acres of woods and a pond) I set up camp for 2 weeks

and pretty much went TRIBAL lol

I ran through the property like an animal, I chopped wood, stacked wood, anything to fight the detox my body was going

through, I CONVINCED myself that IF I even did 1 more line, 1 more pill, 1 more anything that it would kill me, hands

down. at the end of the two weeks, I felt better then I had in years, I went back to the family cottage and the rest

they say is history

The aftereffects of my drug use would not manifest till a few years later though, hindsight is as they say 20/20, but

that's all part of Question #25 so I'll get back to that then.

If I had it to do all over again would I change anything? I'll be honest I really don't know lol, as fucked up as

that sounds, I do believe EVERYTHING happens for a reason, and if I had done ONE THING diff back then WOULD I even be

sitting here typing this today?

-Loki-

[Rochard]

Originally Posted by vdc-Loki

Now as stated, I don't do the whole Show thing (I'll get into that later) BUT that doesn't mean we have to have a lack of photos ;)

Circa 2000:


Circa 2005(ish)


Circa 2007(ish)


Circa 2009:


More pics to come, and more questions to be answered ;)

-Loki-

See, I told you. He's either Jesus Christ or a criminal.

[Loki]

Originally Posted by Rochard

See, I told you. He's either Jesus Christ or a criminal.

lmao, well you forgot the 3rd option / choice.... THE DEVIL

-Loki-

[Loki]

See ya on page 2!

-Loki-